I thought If I ignored the fact that I'd miss you, the feeling would go away...I was wrong.
All that happened was that I became so distant from everything else. 
I was emotionally numb but I felt so strong. 
But then It all hit me, I sat there alone, with tears down my face and all I could think about was you. 
After all this pain that this has caused me, I still want you back, even though I know I'll inevitably get hurt again all I want is you....!!