I know time will start to heal my broken heart. The problem is, time is passing so slowly and I am so tired of thinking of you everyday and night and questioning myself as to if it was my fault? I keep going over and over in my head and I get the same answer and that is no. How could you love me like you said and then pitch me to the side like a bag of garbage and not think twice about it? I really thought we were going to be together forever but obviously you had other plans. I keep thinking of how you treated me as if I could do no right and how I knew deep inside you was going to do what you did. Chances are, you'll never see this but I am so lost without you and hurt again because of your PTSD and your lies. I'll continue on and try to put the good memories away how I put the ring on your finger at the star. You took my heart and did what you wanted to with it. I'll never stop loving you but what you did to me yet again was wrong and I won't sway from my determination to watch my mom till I can't anymore. I pray that you have remorse someday for how you did me and the way you did it. Too bad that in your mind you do nothing wrong. .....
"Anonymous"